If I could explain myself to you, how I feel at least for a day, if you'd listen, you'd know I'm hurting in most of the worst ways. With a smile on my face and plans to be made, I put on a ...  [+]

I put my phone on "mindfulness" a week ago today.Hoping to give myself a little peace and some serenity.I turned off most of my notifications, I only left on a few.My pastor and my kids are the only ...  [+]

I read my poetry out loud, and I share them with my friends, coworkers and associates in the hopes that someday, somehow the loneliness might end.The more I seem to write, the more that I release. The ...  [+]

As I lay me down to sleep, I grab all my comfy things that make me feel complete. I plug in my Blankley and grab my lovey in the hopes that I feel something love me.
As I lay here awake, I think of ...  [+]

    Oh, hello tomorrow, I wish I would've known that you were going to be so cold. I wish I could've known so I could plan better. Plan what I wear, plan what i do, plan who I see, plan where I go. I ...  [+]

When I was young, I wanted to be older. When I was fit, I wanted to be stronger. When life slowed down, I wanted it to be faster.  When I slowed down, I wanted to be younger. When I got weak, I wanted ...  [+]